January 2010
December 2009
last night on the phone was like a whole different world to me…
it was like it was a dream. we haven’t talked like that in the longest time, and you knew it too. you even told me that you missed it. you don’t know how much it made me smile to hear you laughing. you don’t know how much i missed hearing you talk to me like you did last night. that was the first late night...
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i call you a thousand times, but you don’t know it. i always wait for you standing here, but you don’t know it. like a fool, my foolish love sees only you. you just don’t know it.
“Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime”
– Bette Davis
my stomach is killing me…
“You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close...”
When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn’t handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.
I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was
“A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it...”
I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day
With you my heart will always stay. With you my thoughts will be every day. You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away. Why didn’t I say what I needed to say? You are the one I will always use my wishes on. You are the one I will always wish was never gone. I’ll constantly wonder what went wrong. I’ll forever think of what I could’ve did that was never done.
Baby, It's cold outside.
Survey
In no particular order.
Ten favorite places to be 10. Taiwan 9. Dance 8. Bed 7. Walnut High 6. Mall 5. My room 4. Louise’s house 3. BAND :) 2. With friends 1. With Him
Nine ‘Weird’ Things About You: 9. I tend to be sensitive sometimes. 8. Not a lot of my friends know that I dance/ take dance. 7. You can’t always tell when I’m faking a smile or really meaning it. 6. I tend to...
itsmeseanwong:
It’s like a routine: I fall for you on monday. I like you from tuesday to thursday. You make me mad on friday. I think i’m over you over the weekend. But the second I see you on Monday morning, I fall for you again and again.
itsmeseanwong:
Cross of things you’ve done:
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Been dumped. Snorted cocaine. Failed a...
"I'm sorry"
There are so many versions of “I’m sorry.” The painful truth is that I’ve become a little wary of “I’m sorry,” even when I want to accept the apology. Too many times people use it as a band aid. It’s not meant to be a band aid. Most of the time, you’re not sorry that something happened. You’re just sorry that you were called on it. You’re sorry that you’re in the situation you’re in. If you...
why are you suddenly so cold towards me?
you make me doubt that things will ever turn out for the better.
what did i ever do to you to provoke you?
tell me, and i won’t do whatever it is anymore.
i hate you.
2009.
stutteringvicki:
( ) stayed single for the whole year ( ) made out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow ( ) celebrated Halloween ( ) kissed in the rain (x) had your heart broken ( ) broke someone else’s heart (x) had a stalker ( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) had a good relationship with someone ( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) had an abortion...
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I miss him so much that it’s killing me.
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stutteringvicki:
What I want: Someone who can make me smile. What I need: To be happy. What I deserve: The same kinda love I’m willing to give. What I have: Emptiness. What I’m willing to give: All of me. Everything I am. Everything my heart is capable of giving.
“Anyone can give up, it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it...”
concert tomorrow :)
i am starting to dislike full orchestra :[
guh.
weekend was pretty much ruined due to my mom practically yelling at me for everything i’m doing right or wrong.
lindsayummy: “I don’t mean to sound like I need...
going to go to the dance performance at school! :)
itsmeseanwong:Everytime I Close My Eyes - Babyface
It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in...
stutteringvicki:
what’s wrong with waiting for someone you think is worth it all? what’s wrong with fighting for what you want?
it just doesnt make sense how the ppl who told me that they approved suddenly turn their backs and talk behind my back for wanting him back.
i didnt tell them if they liked it or not. it’s my decision. it’s a painfully hard one to go through, but sometimes i feel...
what should i do?
today was not so great. we barely really talked and he gave me so much attitude…
i guess i had my hopes up too high…but i waited afterschool for him. stupid me.
it was kinda awkward just sitting there with him but before he left he kissed me twice. and he hugged me and all that stuff :3
what is that suppose to mean? i don’t want to be used. it’s like when im close to...
he makes me smile :)
it’s been quite weird that these past few weeks have been really good. especially today. ;)
for some reason he’s been there for me, and making me smile, and hugging me and everything recently…
it’s been about 3 months after the whole nightmare. i’m a little confused…and a little afraid of falling hard again, i don’t want to get hurt again.
i don’t...